I recently had a great, revelatory experience. I have searched for quite some time for an experience that is so fundamental to the spirit. Finally, I have come to the realization that the experience itself is almost not important. The searching and anticipation of the event is so perplexing. It almost seems ubiquitous in hindsight.
To describe what happened will be difficult, but I will try none the less. On the way up I was in awe of the nature around me. Fully immersed in the ever present senses of what makes us human. I was taking in so much; processing information, relaying and relating. I soon found myself lost in the woods with no care in the world. I found a rock that seemed its purpose was to be there for me to find. I walked over to it, sat down and began to meditate. What happened next will most likely sound cliche. In the most simple of terms, I became one with the earth. I was sitting on that rock staring off at the majestic sunset. I was so belittled. I felt insignificant and it felt so beautiful. Miraculous even.
This single momentary experience of personal ecstasy was more rejuvenating than I can describe. That inner standing stood like the still water of a hidden pond. I made it last as long as I could. It felt more like an hour than the twenty or so minutes I actually sat there.
In conclusion, as a seeker of personal vindication I have made my peace. I hope all of you could do the same. Love and Light.
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